All Over the Place

I’m just gonna be honest today and put it out there. I’m feeling all over the place. Okay maybe that’s not really a rarity. But I don’t think you know that yet. Ha!

I’m really feeling anxious right now (and maybe you’re there too!)…with Christmas coming and the new year…well, we have a lot of changes coming our way in the new year. I’m nervous about them. One of my friends told me that the best cannabis vape pens could support me in my stressful period but I decided it wasn’t for me. I know it may sound silly, but I didn’t really want to try anything to help get rid of my anxiety. I almost wanted to do it by myself, without any help from dichroic glass pipes and vape pens. But sometimes this might not be as easy as you first thought. Trying to have faith, but nervous, nonetheless. And Christmas…well, we’re finished with our Christmas shopping, but I still have things to wrap. And me, being the perfectionist that I am–I am always worried that the kids won’t like what they get. Not so much our younger two but the older two. Well, maybe the seven-year old a little bit. She was difficult to shop for this year…

I’m also feeling anxious about money, the blog (wanting it to do well), the waiting for alll the things I want to do next year. It does feel at times that my anxiety is truly getting the better of me, and I wish it wouldn’t. At current I’ve read into some mental health services, for example, Honey Lake treats anxiety as well as other mental health conditions, so it might well be worth to research further into seeking the advice and help of a mental health team to help me manage my anxiety if it becomes unmanageable.

And, well, I’m excited about everything I want to do next year too. There will be some speaking (eek! More details to come on that one), some 31-day challenges I’d like to try, lots of books I want to read…waiting to figure out what I want to do with the kids next year.

All this is mingling together with the desire just to relax. So maybe I’m just anxious, but I feel all over the place, so I might consider looking around at cbd cartridges for sale, but I’m not sure just yet. Thank goodness Philippians 4:6 says, “Don’t worry about anything; instead, instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank Him for all He has done.”

What are you anxious about today?