I know it's been a while since I really wrote anything of substance.  I'm sure you're tired of following my goal progress every week and are wondering what's going on.  I have to just be completely honest with myself and with you.  I am frequently finding myself paralyzed by fear.  The funny thing is that I just wrote a book on fear and how to overcome fear, and here I sit having wasted so much time fighting some of the things I've been needing to do the most. The truth is that we all dole out advice to others and…